Today was a bad day, as were the last 32 days. Since I turned 18 I have not been having the best of luck having the time of my life. I thought I was gonna get drunk and go to a strip club and have the most fun ever and get a new car and have the most amazing boyfriend and get to move out and do whatever I wanted without my parents to stop me. I was WRONG!!! With a capital RRR!!! I guess what I am trying to say is: DON'T EVER TURN 18!!! It will be the biggest mistake you will ever make.
I miss John I really do. I wonder if he misses me too. I think about him day and night and I usually end up crying myself to sleep. I wish I had never told him I wanted a break. That was probably the dumbest thing I have ever done. I miss how he used to hold me and kiss me and I miss how him and I could just talk. Talk about everything. My life, my parents, the problems I have been having, I miss talking about us. US. I love that word. Us. It makes me feel, special inside. I really miss him and I would say that inside, I really do feel like I love him. I miss it. I miss HIM. Well, I think I am going to go to bed, or maybe just get on Facebook and hope that he is online. Bye ~Kelly
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